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Insomniac's Journal

Words birthed in the internal

His subconscious' dunk-tank

These words remained unranked

Articulate the contemplations

Of these waking frustrations

Pen in hand

Sleep be damned

These are the greatest thoughts in the land

But why do they come at 4 in the morning

Must write them down

And heed the warning

His memory won't serve him as well when he wakes

If only he knew what was at stake

Words, Words, and more still left to come

Cannot stop till he sees the sun

Sunken eyes

Blood shot red

Sleep finally comes to the walking dead

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Sad Tales From Yesterday's Youth

The sad stories
You were all writing
With hasty decisions
And washed out lighting
Misguided transitions
From bright beginnings
Diving down dark rabbit holes
It seems so fitting

No U-turns on this one way street
Your failures famed
Your successes discreet
Your path a mirage
With illusory simplicity
Veils the difficult demons
Prepared with hurtful intentions

You were once
But no longer

The story you never knew you were writing
With ink in years
Turned out ever so frightening
With misunderstood fears
Distracting from the rest
It all ends in tears
Subtracting from the best
At zero you appear
Ending in a mess

Like fading shadows
Cast by dismantled structures
Yesterday's youth
No shine
Lackluster
Looking at their tales of woe
And bibles of regret
Notice small things strewn about the pages
Is there Happiness to detect?

Impossibilities
Thrown away
Smiles are beaming
On the old and gray
Content souls
Birthed from pain and suffering
Questionable emotions
Confusion and compulsions
What is going on?
Your sad tales should make you weep
Not bring you close to home

We now write
Our first chapters
Today's youth
These early pages filled with laughter
Best to leave the old
To their own devices
Their tragedies not our problem
Age is not our vices
Our tales will not be sad
Or marked with any pain
Our futures are bright
We are not the same

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