Journal

Insomniac's Journal

Words birthed in the internal

His subconscious' dunk-tank

These words remained unranked

Articulate the contemplations

Of these waking frustrations

Pen in hand

Sleep be damned

These are the greatest thoughts in the land

But why do they come at 4 in the morning

Must write them down

And heed the warning

His memory won't serve him as well when he wakes

If only he knew what was at stake

Words, Words, and more still left to come

Cannot stop till he sees the sun

Sunken eyes

Blood shot red

Sleep finally comes to the walking dead

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

The Victor's Road

On my road to redemption
No exemption from this ascension
Bursting out laughing
Just to release the tension
Not to mention
That my henchmen
Prevent me from my big win
Cause they're all broken tin-men
Sinning their unforgivable sins
Because the blacksmith
Forgot to give them all hearts
Why must I suffer for the death of a lost art
Please, let go of my coattails
So I can float to the top
You're weighing me down
And it has to stop
Victory isn't gained from
Carrying dead weight
You're a transparent mass of misplaced hate
Don't despair in my success
Go get your own
It's time to take you're own quest
It's time to build you're own thrown

Sunday, August 7, 2011

About A Girl

About this girl I knew
About this girl I remember
She was the apple of my eye
From January to December
Three hundred and sixty-five days a year
Turned into decades
I've spent so near
To a girl I've never uttered a word
I know this situation seems absurd
But she was intimidating
Beautiful too
And I was afraid
This much is true
I thought I had
All the time in the world
To muster up the courage
To speak to this girl
But now I'm leaving
Gone on my way
But the girl of my dreams
She will forever stay

Friday, August 5, 2011

Better Days

Dedicated to the standard
Of the olden, golden
Good old days
When I was not beholden
Frequented by dreams
Of the dead and gone
Mind games to be played
In my head all day long

Looking for an excuse
For this noose around my neck
Preemptively forsaken
In my journey's endless trek

Positively breathless
With a negative outlook
Dark days ahead
Look like chimney soot

Blacker than black
on the brightest of days
My future is clouded
In a regret shaded haze

Stuck in the pattern
Of old stubborn ways
I've given up
On life's tangled maze

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

If I Was A Zombie

If I was a zombie

Tell me what you would do.

Would you try to get rid of me

Like the gum from under your shoe.

Would you scream in surprise

As I reached for your brain.

Its not my fault

That I just can’t be tamed.


Its hard for a zombie in times of distress.

People blame us for things

And it gets me really depressed.

Misunderstood, you could say that again.

Sometimes I feel like the world's got it in.

For all us Zombies

And that's just not right.


So.......

Tell me.


If I were a zombie

What would you do?

I would like to know

Just in case...