Journal

Insomniac's Journal

Words birthed in the internal

His subconscious' dunk-tank

These words remained unranked

Articulate the contemplations

Of these waking frustrations

Pen in hand

Sleep be damned

These are the greatest thoughts in the land

But why do they come at 4 in the morning

Must write them down

And heed the warning

His memory won't serve him as well when he wakes

If only he knew what was at stake

Words, Words, and more still left to come

Cannot stop till he sees the sun

Sunken eyes

Blood shot red

Sleep finally comes to the walking dead

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Spectator

Cut me in the throat
Let the words spill out
They've got my tongue
You won't hear me shout

Free will is a joke
To be thrown in your face
Choices and options
This illusion's disgrace

Chained and caged
In my own freedom
This appearance of independence
Fools no one
Propagated by the masses
That are ruled by the few
A lie masquerading as the one sole truth

We sit and we watch
We stare and we sigh
And let ourselves be taken in by this lie
But I do not anger
Or quicken to fear
I weep for the world
With one soulful tear

This captive freeman
Will watch the world burn
Watch it break down because no one could learn
That this lie wasn't truth
But fabrication of man
An unstable plague
That ravaged the land

So I shall sit here and wait
In my restraints and my chains
And watch the world
As it struggles and pains

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Words He Should Have Said

Hello Miss lovely
Why can't you see me?
How can you
Ignore me so completely?
I'm tapping on your shoulder
I'm calling out your name
But I guess you can't hear me
Do you mean to cause such pain?

How many love songs
Do I have to sing?
To even have a chance
At this angel with one broken wing
For if she wasn't crippled
She would surely fly away
And leave me
With no more opportunities to say...

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Paper Wings

Paper wings are Thin & Frail
Paper wings Fall & Fail

Proper wings sail through the sky
Proper wings fly far and high

Paper wings Crash & Burn
No clouds to be touched
No glory to be earned

A fool might build
A pair of paper wings
Be naive enough to believe
Those wings were fit for a king
It would seem quite apparent
That this is not so
But unfortunately
This the fool does not know...

At the peak of a mountain
He reached for the sky
But with wings made of paper
I just want to know why
Would a man such as he
Think he could fly
With false dreams and false hopes
He should just sit back and die

They searched for his body
But it never was found
Not one scrap of paper
Or broken bone on the ground
It can't be
That he flew away
On wings made of paper
There's no possible way

I
The privileged
Should have been the first one
Not this fool unworthy
Son of no one
He should have fell from the sky
A victim of gravity's wrath
Instead he was lifted on high
Sent on the most coveted path

So maybe paper wings aren't as bad as they say
Make your dreams into reality
Is what I learned today
Achieve your flight
Any way that you can
That's what separates a fool from a man

Thursday, July 14, 2011

The Listener

He's hungry for info
Thirsty for chatter
Greedy for gossip
And the news always matters

Interested in intel
Focused on the data
Collecting all the memory
Saves some for later
quick and quiet as can be
Picks it up with his ears
And spits it out with his teeth

Beware of The Listener
Cause he's always hanging 'round
Try and keep your secrets
Close to the ground
For if you let them loose
Careless through the air
He will snatch them up
And spread them without care

Friday, July 8, 2011

Sleepwalker

Gliding through the soundless crowds
Passing through like air
Walking through the busy streets never time to spare
Trekking through the countryside
On the barren plains
Blocking out the world behind
Blocking out the pain

Never wondering
Never caring
Never knowing
Never hearing
Never selfish always fair
The sleepwalker, oblivious and unaware

Destitute

Living on the bottom
Creates a broken man's autumn
Flakes of his soul
Fall like leaves on a tree
Predestined to fade away
Winter's inevitability

Looking to the top
With Something in his eyes
A flicker of an emotion
Brewing deep inside
Envy yields to rage
And before he knows it
He's climbing to the top
To remove greatness from its pulpit

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Mr. Disconnected

Apathetically pathetic
Describes Mr. Disconnected
His senses aren't refined
And his tastes are eclectic
Unplugged from the world
Relaxing in his bubble
Do not disturb!
Or prepare to be double-
Teamed by an army
Of oblivious destructors
The end game unclear
Of these dismantling instructors

How were we to know
What they were going to do
A chance to save the world
When presented with the truth
One word when heard
Can stop this absurd war
But Mr.Disconnected's not listening anymore

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Haunting Past

A monkey wrench
No purpose but to screw me over
What I need is a four leaf clover
Quit your machinations and leave me be
Why must you pursue this desire to ruin me
Does my pain and hurt make you smile?
How about you take a break
And stop the hate for awhile
This is truly unnecessary, can't you see
Sticks & Stones may break my bones
But words can't hurt me
I'm a rock of hard granite
I was built to withstand it
You're a weakling in the wind
Don't mean to be so candid
My foundation is sound
Your walls come crumbling down
Sink into the sea
And as that hate starts to drown

I can give you a hand
And bring you up to my level
We can start from scratch
And leave behind that young rebel
Who at one point was you
But not anymore
No longer a monkey wrench, like you were before
Now you're a man
With true understanding
With Class & Honor
High status and standing
You can be proud
That you rebuilt your walls
Reinforced the material
Foundation and all
All that I ask
Is that you do not forget
You weren't always this strong
You weren't always this quick
At one point or another you were as low as it gets
Subdued in a bath of ignorant bliss
You were blind to the world
And everything in it
So, all that I ask
Is that you do not forget it.