Journal

Insomniac's Journal

Words birthed in the internal

His subconscious' dunk-tank

These words remained unranked

Articulate the contemplations

Of these waking frustrations

Pen in hand

Sleep be damned

These are the greatest thoughts in the land

But why do they come at 4 in the morning

Must write them down

And heed the warning

His memory won't serve him as well when he wakes

If only he knew what was at stake

Words, Words, and more still left to come

Cannot stop till he sees the sun

Sunken eyes

Blood shot red

Sleep finally comes to the walking dead

Sunday, June 30, 2013

The Tragedy Of The Misguided Crusader

Masterful workings
To balance the scales
The intricate complexities
In comparison we've paled
Fistfuls of courage
I raise above my head
For The good people
I have left in my stead
The undying crusade
Of which
I take the lead
Libra my guide
The justice I seek
Karmic Retribution
Who's blessing I hold
Systematic Constitution
My actions are bold
From the firmament
I have received my instruction
To protect the Good people
My only function
Blessed be the man
Who walks a righteous path
Forsaken be the man
Who incites a pointless wrath
Mindless steps they take
For debauched and wanton tasks
The Honorable outcomes
I reach for
With my fearsome holy mask
I am merely a servant
At the bidding of
Something more
Waiting for monsters
To knock down my door
The Filth
I am called to wipe from the floor
Vehement distress
I detest and abhor
Drawn swords
Licked by flames of pious fire
Those in my way
Will burn upon the pyre

My enemies now vanquished
Their blackened souls will languish

Headed home
My legend grown
Written down in every tome
The scales now settled
The world now equal
And I did it all
For those Good People


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Sunday, June 23, 2013

Square 1

Back to the drawing board
Scrap the last plan
Throw out the script
Signal the band
Turn in your badge
Schedule a flight
Fade in from black
And then cut to white
Retrace your steps
Eliminate the prints
We're starting from scratch
No tips, tricks, or hints

This is round two
It belongs to you
Take what you need
And do what you do
Fight the good fight
For as long as you can
Rally the troops
Call only good men

We have now entered
The land of last chances
Filled with inspiring speeches
And last stances
This is square one
For the final time
Claim your endings
At the front of the line

Bleeding tears
From the broken heart
This is where we make our start

Wednesday, June 19, 2013

The Missing Link, For The Desperate Seekers

Envy the content
For they know the secret

That which escapes you
They have trapped like a rat
With wide grins
And stomachs full of satisfaction
These Cheshire cats
Run rampant with glee
Purity that we spite
Role models floating at an immense height

This
The total
In the grand scheme of things
The content have a grasp
On the shapeless rings
These fulfilled kings
Sit upon thrones
Built with answers and wings
While the rest of us
Muddle through
Our thoughts befuddled
Our questions many
Our answers too few
Our wants undetermined
Our needs unattended
Our neighbors
The content
To a higher plane
They have ascended

Envy the content
But pity the rest
Even with it all
There’s still more to our quest
The goal is not the end
The incentives
They blend
The pointless ambition
We crafted
To win
But Why?
And For what?
We ran
And for what?
We swam
And for what?
We crawled
That’s enough

Decades and decades
Multiples of ten
Years and years
Will this come to an end?
Why did we do this?
Where are we headed when we begin?
Are we running in circles?
Or is this just the purpose of men?
To search and to search
And to search some more
Envy the content
Repetition is our lore

Their quests seemingly ended long since past
They smile easy
And they smile fast
They never need much
So they always have enough
Never prone to restlessness
They never bluff tough

How is it, they don’t give in?
To the rush of the world
Its instigations and sins
Its incessant barrage
And Unnecessary roughness


I just want 
To be 
Content

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Sad Tales From Yesterday's Youth

The sad stories
You were all writing
With hasty decisions
And washed out lighting
Misguided transitions
From bright beginnings
Diving down dark rabbit holes
It seems so fitting

No U-turns on this one way street
Your failures famed
Your successes discreet
Your path a mirage
With illusory simplicity
Veils the difficult demons
Prepared with hurtful intentions

You were once
But no longer

The story you never knew you were writing
With ink in years
Turned out ever so frightening
With misunderstood fears
Distracting from the rest
It all ends in tears
Subtracting from the best
At zero you appear
Ending in a mess

Like fading shadows
Cast by dismantled structures
Yesterday's youth
No shine
Lackluster
Looking at their tales of woe
And bibles of regret
Notice small things strewn about the pages
Is there Happiness to detect?

Impossibilities
Thrown away
Smiles are beaming
On the old and gray
Content souls
Birthed from pain and suffering
Questionable emotions
Confusion and compulsions
What is going on?
Your sad tales should make you weep
Not bring you close to home

We now write
Our first chapters
Today's youth
These early pages filled with laughter
Best to leave the old
To their own devices
Their tragedies not our problem
Age is not our vices
Our tales will not be sad
Or marked with any pain
Our futures are bright
We are not the same

Monday, June 3, 2013

poetry

Imaginative Nonfiction

Kids are like Kings
With advisors and thrones
Kingdoms stretching from here to there
Holy knights and impenetrable Bones
With the world at their feet
And shifting scepters in their hands
With imagination
They rule
The entire land
The long lists of battles
They have won
With hands tied behind their backs
Goes on Ad infinitum
Of gilded glory
They do not lack
If left to them
Their legend would include
All the dragons they have slayed
All the curses they elude
All the maidens they have smooched
And all the armies that they’ve led
These are not just whimsical tales
Read before bed

No
This is a world existing three feet off the ground
A beautiful thing
Where adults are not found
Because their skepticism
Always bears a heavy weight
This is fact not fiction
Children’s truth
Exists in gaseous state
It cannot be easily trapped
Or forcefully examined
But it holds strong

Sitting just three feet off the ground

Sunday, June 2, 2013

The Cutter's Bloody Questions

What do you bleed?
Is it thicker than water?
Does it stick and cling when it’s spilt?
Does it echo with memories?
Does it sing?
Or does it cry?
What really pumps through you?
Is it laughter or disaster?
Wood Oak or shriveling plaster
Is it melodic hopes?
Or just sanguine ropes
Hanging you slowly with the veins of life
Splitting open
At the drawing of dull knives
How does it run?
Slow or fast
Dripping with poison
Weighed down by mass
Drawn from the heart
Out through the pipes
This Life hinges on liquid
This liquid flows throughout life

What do you bleed?
Is it love?
Or is it lust?
Is it wet?
Or is it dust?
Does it flow because it wants to?
Or does it flow because it must?
Does it bubble and clot?
Does it twist?
Does it knot?
Does it wriggle and writhe?
Does it buzz like the hive?
Fresh or stagnant
Dead or Alive?


What do you bleed?