Lost

I find myself confused

I find myself perplexed

I find the things I want to say continually repressed

I find myself...

At a loss for words

I find myself unseen

I find myself unheard

I find myself searching

For something, anything at all

And now it seems I find myself up against the wall

Liar

I run through the rain

So they don't see me cry

I pace through the fire

So they can't tell my scars

I laugh

So they can't hear the pain

And I smile

So they dismiss the fact that I'm slowly slipping away